I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends,
I am surrounded by angels,
But I call them friends.

Be grateful for the home you have

Well.. It was happened in last two weeks. While chatting with my sis in msn, she said that the baby might have 1/99% be a Down Syndrome child. (while for other normal people, the probability to get a Down Syndrome child is just 1/1000%). But it is just a brief body check up. To find out whether the baby really has Down Syndrome or not, it needs to take two weeks for the Singapore Branch Hospital to confirm. After my dad refer this to his doctor friend, he had been told that the 1/99% is quite a high probability to get a child with this disease. Other than that, the doctor found out that my sis has the anemia. And it is quite a high risk for her to have the child.

However, all of us are more focus on the Down Syndrome issue. After my sis and bro-in-law's discussion, they decided that if the baby really is a Down Syndrome child, they might give up the child. Actually when I knew their decision, I really angry about that. Why they want to give up the child? The child is innocent and it knows nothing! But my parents told me that, if they don't give up the baby, both the baby and the parents will feel difficult when the baby grow up later. I really had my hard time in these two weeks. As a middle people, I know how worry they are but I cant tell both sides about that. And not even can share this incident to my siblings because my sis is not willing to let them know.

After the two weeks, thanks god.. my mom brought a good news for me that the baby will not have Down Syndrome. My other sister and brother phoned me and said that I should not be so stupid for not letting them know. "We are in one family, dear" said both my bro and sister. Feel so sorry about that and I'd just cried after hear this sentence. Feel so happy that I can continue to be an auntie and what I'd learnt for this two weeks is - - be grateful about what I'm having now =)

A Walk To Remember

24th October 2008 Friday 7.30pm
Ate our ''reunion'' dinner in our old place "Gold Rice Bowl Restaurant"
Sing k at mybox until cried
Crazy singing and cheer on the road
Asking the burger uncle whether he can sell burger with timun only for us
In front of D1-25's block, Mel and Bobo went to ask tat mcd delivery guy whether can give us the mcd for free
Went up to ray's room,
set up the atmosphere by playing some song with all lights off except the table lamp
Sat on the floor and chit chat with the mc flurry oreo ice cream in our hands
Talking about who will be the first and the last people that will be married
Kelly made a video for all of us
About how we get know of each other in sem1 and how we pass our 3sem here
Until 3.45am.. the gathering ended

Feel so bad,
especially think back how we get know of each other and get close with each other well
and now 3 of us will leave inti after studying their last sem here
We had went through many first things together after we came to this college
And everytime if we need support or guide,
cheerleader gang will always be there for us
D1-25 - Our cheer's common room.
Place for us to sit together,
chit-chating,
share tears and shoulders together
and play together.
However, it no longer be our common room anymore.
Where will be our common room next year?
Will miss D1-25, our place where gathered a lot of cheer's memories.
Will miss ya lotz
Friendship forever ...
and I have faith in our friendship ^^

What should you do if u found out tat there's something is not going on smoothly? Everyone expects something good happen. But there's always some bad news that make it hard or even won't be happened.

Feel sad and desperate. But who can I refer to? Friends? Oh god, they're busy with their own stuff. Write the problem in my blog? There's something which could hardly be explained in blog. So what could I do? Tried to distract myself by keeping myself busy with my own stuff. But somehow there's a few seconds, that the kind of feeling will appear in my mind again. I tried to find friends. But there's always no opportunity. Maybe I shall follow what my parents said - - There's nothing that we can do to prevent everything bad happen. So just let the time pass. Maybe a miracle will happen, or maybe the bad thing will turn up into a good thing. Who knows? And sometimes it might be the providence that we should accept it.

Sorry mom, I know that I should be strong. Though it's hard, but your daughter which is used to live in a protected life is going to be an adult d. And I should learn how to encounter the feeling obstacles by myself. Same to u, same to me, mom. Love you always =)

Toilet Paper Wedding Gowns

It is hard to believe that ALL of these wedding dresses are made from toilet paper.. But they are!!

"Honourable Mention"

4th Place

3rd Place

2nd Place

1st Place

Adapted from YeeLeng's email.

Dated 11 Oct 2008.

How's my holiday?

hehe.. sorry guys.. I know I'd been so long for didnt update my blog ad.. and Im quite enjoying the holiday which I'm having now.. 1st, I'd bought a new phone!! W910i Sony Ericson, Red Colour and rm1199 plus rm70 for upgrading 1gb memory card to 2gb one.. ^^ thx dad for letting me use my scholar to buy that phone.. LOVE YOU ALWAYS

I went to hadyai with part of my beloved family ( parents, bro and his gf). Went to a few places like temples, watching ''ah qua'' show, doing thai massage and ate Sweddens ice-cream which was sold at an extremely cheap price in a shopping complex. And during the whole trip in hadyai, bought two shoes with a price of rm12 each, a jacket and some food stuff ^^

hmm.. after the trip, went to Ipoh Swimming Club to celebrate my elder sis and my bro gf's bday.. met jiamin wit her bro and dad.. ate ice-cream cake and once again, my weight bursts... T.T