The First Experience

well, it is my first time get involved in a car accident..
actually it is just a small accident..
me and pohkye were still can walk around after the incident
but my dear sis's kelisa.. is not okay

the other car's condition after the car crashing

It was happened on last Friday when I was on the way back from Peroduo to INTI

haiz.. what a bad day =(

walked alone in a dark street
thought of a lot of problems
can I handle it?
I don't know
Just get frustrated on him
What should I do now?
How should I do?
These questions keep calling me in my mind

My mind is blank
Totally blank
I can't leave the society like him
I can't leave a mess to people like him
I can't run away from my responsibility like him
But, would I screw up the thing?
I'm afraid, I'll turn everything down.
I'm afraid, I'll trouble the society
I'm afraid, I'll neglect some other important things for this.

Just now
Waiting my turn to use the washing machine
Sitting there alone,
The mechanical sound of the machine is the only sound in the pantry
But my heart is quite,
Trying to listen what's my heart is thinking.
Keep on thinking, thinking and thinking..
"Can I?"
and I keep on advising, advising and advising myself..
"Should be okay.."
But.. "Really??"
"I don't know."
This four sentences is kept repeating and repeating in my mind
I couldn't hear the sound of the machine anymore..
But just this four sentences..

Just a post here..
Friends are there to help in advising me..
But in the reality, I've to depend on my own.
Depends on how I can follow the way my friends taught me
and depends on how I can make my own way to overcome that.

woohooo~ spent a whole day yesterday to set up this board:
This board is for the exhibition week..
so how is it huh? a bit... big?? haha.. I prefer to call it as booth instead of board..
sigh.. hope the arts won't drop on the last day of the exhibition =P

A little candle,
stood on a table last night.
All of us, surrounded the table,
and at that time,
our hearts were transparent to each other.
We opened the door of our hearts,
said what we were not dare to say to each other last time,
spilt all the doubts we have,
and cleared the misunderstanding of each other.
There's a mirror,
to reflex what we had done last time,
we felt sorry,
we felt regret,
about what we can't do well last time.
Sorry about we were not concern to each other well,
sorry about we do blame those people without asking the reasons about why they do so,
and sorry about we had been so weak to insist something to go on.
We spoke everything in our hearts,
no matter good things or bad things.
Knowing that there's no offence for those bad things to be told,
we faced our weaknesses,
we accepted it,
and we were trying our best to fix it.
At the end of the day,
the feeling of relief filled up into our hearts,
we knew our weaknesses,
we knew how the people were thinking about ourselves,
we knew exactly what we want,
we knew the direction that we want to go,
and we began to fight for it.
Some of us cried, while refreshing the past, or to be sorry to someone
Some of us realized, that there are still some people there have the same thoughts as ours,
and we are not alone,
In order to achieve the same target,
we fight.
When we were tired,
we stop or rest,
while others will walk slowly so that we can catch up with them
And when we met the obstacles,
we give support to each other,
and cheer for each other.
That's the agreement we made last night.
And we were more and more feel like a family.
Keep moving forward, girls and boys! =)

First week in inti..

Heyz.. I've been in inti for three days d..
Yea.. Time flies..
A year ago I'd been here to study for my 1st sem..
But now, it is my 4th sem in inti..
hmm.. still have 3 and a half year to go.. X_X

This sem, I'm going to take four subjects only..
I felt so lucky that I'd taken my LAN subjects in my first two sem so that now the course wouldn't be so burden for me
Introduction to Digital Electronics, Introduction to Power Electronics, Structurers and Properties of Materials and Engineering Mathematics 3 are the subjects I'm going to take this sem...
Things are going more and more tough
And I hope that I can get through of it well =)

The students for this sem are more than last sem..
(at least there are 10 students in class ^^ )
and the timetable for this sem is also awesome =)
My class for friday only start from 8am to 10am
and that's great for me if I want to drive back to kl to meet my bro during the weekend
hehehe.. =D

Just some updates about me in inti..
A new year, a new life.
Forget the past.. and keep moving forward =)

Trip to Port Dickson

Went to Port Dickson with my family.
A small trip for 8 of us include the baby to gather around.
Here are the pictures..
Loveeee and appreciate much the moments spent together with my beloved family =)

The day-view of the resort.

One of the rooms we booked - - one king-sized and one queen-sized bed which has the solid glass panel for viewing the sea beneath the floor.

The beach. Had lotsa fun there ^^. Enjoyed my first-time-banana-boat.

The swimming pool of the resort and the jacuzzi.



Took these photos while we were swimming =)


- - Daddy

- - Bro-in-law

-- Bro

- - Sis

- - Me

- - Smile =) =) =)

Dinner

The night view of the resort.

It's a nice trip for the three sisters to gather around. Especially for my eldest sis which was pregnant for 8 months. =D Appreciate this chance very much. When will we gather again? =(